Things at Pen Air have gotten bad...Who knows how long I will keep my job...At this point I really don't give a shit...really...Im tired of living in a world of fear. You can't take a shit without permission there, and it seems like things have gotten worse. I have decided that if I loose my job, and I can't get a new one, I am going to switch careers, maybe get into the medical field doing admin work, something where I work a more regular schedule and not deal with all the bullshit.
I have the education, and the experience to do it, so who cares at this point...really...I am having to accept things as they are with Dennis, although if he decides to up and leave, then I may just leave town for good, I will stay long enough to save up for a trailer and a hitch for my car, and fix the bike, after that I am gone. Not sure where I will end up? I thought about moving back to cali, but have no idea where I would go?
Long beach would be a good place, theres allot of training that goes on there. They pay well from what I remember...
If not, then to new york, go life with my aunt and uncle...
